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My motivation-less state has left my formerly 'company' clean house in a state of disaster. All I've managed to accomplish has been getting in touch with a couple of friends I hadn't talked to in ages, Alice and Steph. And while that is a pretty major thing it doesn't help with the dishes, or clutter, or general feeling of 'why bother' that I'm suffering from while Jens is gone.

I think I need to just crank up some Rammstein and make myself clean up. Maybe I'll feel better if I'm not just moping around.